“Sexy Betch ; Fxcktards -”

June 2010 July 2010 August 2010

you've hurt me alot .
Prove it ? you know it .
Dumb A-HOLE ! .
Really hope what you've done to me , you'd get it back !

i've given up .

Hi guys ,

I jst don't know why everyone's asking me why i emo today :/ .
Well just so you know , i've had eanough of all you people .
whats wrong with me ???? why dont u ask urself that question ,
DUH , I KNOW NO ONES PERFECT , but yet ? people can change with the extra effort .
And people can do wonders , it just makes me upset that people don't think about wht could happen anymore !

I seriously wanna cry to the max , sadly i can't do that . As Daniel advised me lastnight , not to cry because its not worth the time , but just go pray and sleep :l Well after reading that , i did cry alittle because i was touched , and then i went to sleep :l

i cant stand everything dat happens everyone around me , idk when i cared so much abt this kind of thing bt its bugging me so badly . I just wnt 2 cry . i think i rli am going INSANEE . i've got no shoulder 2 cry on , juz my pillow .
Th fact that i have people i call friends tht cant even support me YET tease me when im having a bad time . The fat i have people 24/7 of the day comparing themselfs to each other , and then critisizing and bullying with foul language , should this even be how it should be ? and this is only the two situations that disturb me ...
Why ? all situations lead to the questio - WHY ?! :/ .
So , tell me why ?


- say goodbye to the old me :/

With Love ,
Varshini.

Yupps , as the cheerleader's saw me smking @ the park on Friday ,
I've to apologise to all of you ,
Adina - stfu .
the rest , im sorry that u had to see me in that condition .
Seriously .

Love all of you ,
Varshini .

If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn’t see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly

Always be happy with her, I won’t ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won’t be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous
What is it about that person next to you, did she make you cry?
Baby ,can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can’t get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times

Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this

Goodbye .

With love ;
Varshini :l

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Love ,
Varshini :l

Hello .
Sorry neever blog .
Hvent been in the mood lately .
Pretty upset & confused.

Signing off.
Bye :l